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my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.

everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.

my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.

where i come from...
written on Saturday, Jun. 22, 2002 at 6:09 p.m.

well, kristen's in town this weekend, and finally had time to do and send out a bunch of surveys that she's gotten in the past month. well guess what. you guys are about to be bombarded, because for some reason, i dont feel like writing today. maybe it's because i didn't sleep last night, i dunno, but i just dont. so...yeah, have fun reading even more about me, heh.

1. LIVING ARRANGEMENT. *sigh* with family ><
2. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? harry potter and the sorcerer's stone...again
3. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? ROADRUNNER!! *meep MeEp mEeP MEEP!*
4. FAVORITE BOARD GAME? does uno with the lil tray thing count.? if not, sorry (the game, not i'm so--nevermind)
5. FAVORITE MAGAZINE? cosmo girl, even though i dont get it
6. FAVORITE SMELLS? the smell right before it rains, and when someone lights up in my basement O.o (i can smell it thru the air vent, heeeeeeeeee)
7. FAVORITE SOUND? one of my friends singing on the phone and forgetting that i'm there listening, cause most times it's real pretty, or funny, depends on the song.
8.WHAT IS THE WORST FEELING losing someone you love and would give your life for/trust your life to because of something stupid
9. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP? fuck, i'm gonna kill that alarm...(school year) its *fill in blank* already?! MEEP!!
10. FAVORITE COLOR(S)? any shade of blue and black
11. HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE? two generally unless i'm away from the phone, then i run and make it in three
12. NAME OF FUTURE CHILD? i'm not having kids, but anya or...um...i forgot the boys name i used to love ><
13. MOST IMPORTANT THING IN LIFE? friends, love, family (in that order, unless it's a friend that's considered family, then they count as a friend...i'm gonna shut up cause i know i just lost someone in all that)
14. FAVORITE FOODS? pop secret movie style popcorn
15. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? .c.h.o.c.o.l.a.t.e.
16. DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST? if i could drive PERIOD...
17. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL? garfi, every night *._.*
18. STORMS--COOL OR SCARY? depends on how much thunder and lightning is involved. i love rain, i hate thunder and lightning
19. WHAT TYPE WAS YOUR FIRST CAR? a blue murphy bike
20. ULTIMATE CAR? this really pretty dark shade of blue chevy s-10 blazer...*drools* it has to be before 1998 though, cause i hate the way the new ones look
21. IF YOU COULD MEET ONE PERSON DEAD OR ALIVE, WHO WOULD IT BE? ok, i feel stupid cause i can't think of anyone else, but alex band from the calling because he's a great musician and i respect him for that
24. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI? .i.hate.brocoli.
25. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB YOU WANTED, WHAT WOULD IT BE? singer/songwriter
26. EVER BEEN IN LOVE? given that i believe in more than one type, yes
27. IS THE GLASS HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL? empty
28. FAVORITE MOVIE? serendipity, head over heals, riding in cars with boys, coyote ugly *continues for an hour*
29. DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS? generally, unless i'm half asleep and i miss home row.
30. WHAT IS UNDER YOUR BED? dust bunnies that are 11 years old...there IS no under my bed...o.O
31. FAVORITE NUMBER? 3, 9
32. FAVORITE SPORT TO WATCH? football

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wake up - Sunday, Aug. 21, 2005
it's time we say goodbye... - Saturday, Apr. 30, 2005
wishing on a dream that seems far off... - Wednesday, Apr. 27, 2005
now all i need, desperately, is my star to come... - Sunday, Apr. 24, 2005
i wish, then, for a chance to see... - Saturday, Apr. 23, 2005
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