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my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.

everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.

my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.

no time left for you...
written on Sunday, Jun. 02, 2002 at 8:57 p.m.

well, i spent a few hours earlier working on my music page, so i didn't really get to write a real entry today. i'm sorry everyone! i'll be sure to write at least one tomorrow...so...yeah.

g'night everyone! same night // 11:50 p.m.

well everyone i got my version of leaving on a jet plane done. heh, it reminds me of kristen, but it's all mushy in the original version. at least now it sounds like it can be about friends. hope ya'll like it!

my bags are packed and i'm ready to go
i'm standing here outside your door
i hate to wake you up to say goodbye.

but the morning's breaking, it's early dawn,
the taxi's waiting, he's blaring the horn.
already i'm so lonesome i could cry.

so call me, say bye to me
tell me you'll be there for me
hug me like you dont want me to go

cause i'm leaving on a jet plane
dont know when i'll be back again
really, i hate to go

i think of times i've let you down
then times when we've just messed around
and in my heart they'll never mean nothing

everywhere i go i'll think of you
everything i do i'll do for you
how i wish that i could hear you sing

so call me, say bye to me
tell me you'll be there for me
hug me like you dont want me to go

cause i'm leaving on a jet plane
dont know when i'll be back again
really, i hate to go

now the time has come to leave you
i just dont know what i'll do
goodbyes are just too hard for me to say

so we say our long "see ya later"
dont konw who'll miss who the greater,
i'll wait for you to come back here someday

so call me, say bye to me
tell me you'll be there for me
hug me like you dont want me to go

cause i'm leaving on a jet plane
dont know when i'll be back again
really, i hate to go

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wake up - Sunday, Aug. 21, 2005
it's time we say goodbye... - Saturday, Apr. 30, 2005
wishing on a dream that seems far off... - Wednesday, Apr. 27, 2005
now all i need, desperately, is my star to come... - Sunday, Apr. 24, 2005
i wish, then, for a chance to see... - Saturday, Apr. 23, 2005
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