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my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.

everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.

my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.

papercut...
written on Saturday, Jun. 01, 2002 at 10:30 p.m.

have a song today guys, cause i've listened to it a lot of the day...so...yeah.

linkin park // papercut

why does it feel like night today?
something in here's not right today
why am i so uptight today?
paranoia's all i got left
i dont know what stressed me first
or how the pressure was fed
but i know just what it feels like
to have a voice in the back of my head
it's like a face that i hold inside
a face that awakes when i close my eyes
a face that watches every time i lie
a face that laughs every time i fall
(and watches everything)
so i know that when it's time to sink or swim
that the face inside is hearing me
right underneath my skin

it's like i'm
paranoid looking over my back
it's like a
whirlwind inside of my head
it's like i
can't stop what i'm hearing within
it's like the face inside is right
beneath my skin

i know i've got a face in me
points out all my mistakes to me
you've got a face on the inside too and
you paranoia's probably worse
i don't know what set me off first
but i know what i can't stand
everybody acts like the fact of the matter is
i can't add up to what you can
but everybody has a face that they hold inside
a face that awakes when they close their eyes
a face that watches every time they lie
a face that laughs every time they fall
(and watches everything)
so you know that when it's time to sink or swim
that the face inside is watching you too
right inside your skin

it's like i'm
paranoid looking over my back
it's like a
whirlwind inside of my head
it's like i
can't stop what i'm hearing within
it's like the face inside is right
beneath my skin

the sun goees down
i feel the light betray me

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wake up - Sunday, Aug. 21, 2005
it's time we say goodbye... - Saturday, Apr. 30, 2005
wishing on a dream that seems far off... - Wednesday, Apr. 27, 2005
now all i need, desperately, is my star to come... - Sunday, Apr. 24, 2005
i wish, then, for a chance to see... - Saturday, Apr. 23, 2005
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