my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
dont ask about the title, it has meaning behind it dammit!
she cried! kristen just got to check her email and i had sent her a link to that entry about her, and she cried! i didn't think that would happen! alright everyone, i'm in an official state of shock. alert the media.
dammit i've actually been having good days lately. not saying that it's a bad thing, just that it's rare. hehe, i gotsa hug today outta kris. she hugs comfy...kinda hard to explain. you know how when someone hugs you, depending on who it is, it feels like you never want them to let go? it's like that. it just feels comfortable for them to hug you, and to hug them back. that's how it was today, heh.
well, today was senior spotlight, and kristen was nice enough to pay for a ticket. (i owe her immensely by now, heh.) so, for the first time, i got ot go. someone did a thousand miles, singing and playing it. for the amount of time that they had to prepare for this, she did good. she messed up a few times playing and got a couple words mixed up, but i wouldn't try doing two things at once, lol. i bet i'd mess up too. someone gave sean a mic again...woo boy my ears are still ringing. at the end, they made a new version of "tims of my life" from dirty dancing, my favorite song growing up. i think they did a good job.
then, i realised that some people that i've been around since day one at sumner are leaving soon. they graduate on wednesday...amy was in treble choir with me in eighth grade, hehe, and she's been in my aep the whole way. chuck's leaving, which is going to be weird. i'm used to someone scaring the crap out of me in the hallway or at lunch by putting an arm around me like he does, lol. sean's moving on to bigger and better things. the hallways at school just aren't going to be the same anymore. and then next year...i know so many people from 2003. that's going to be the hardest one for me. carol, tristan, dana, jessica, need i go on? half of my friends are going with that class. it's going to be a tearful goodbye.
as i suddenly get graduation by vitamin c stuck in my head...woo boy, i've had some weird ones in there lately.
well guys, it's time for me to go. i'll write more tomorrow, love you guys, bye ya'll!
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