my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
ok guys, i had this really weird dream last night. and i actualy fell asleep in the middle of a storm, almost right after a big clap of thunder, go me!
anyways, i'm at school. i guess it's next year, first day, cause i'm looking around to find out what teachers i have. kristen and i find out that we have a class together, so we walk there after talking for a little while, and it's in mrs. biggar's room (my spanish one teacher in eighth grade), so i'm freaking saying that i didn't want to take spanish, that i hadn't signed up to take level four. but, this guy walks in and says he's the teacher, and i did not once catch what he taught. he told us that seats were not assigned, so i went over to a corner (i have a thing with being in the middle, dont ask) and i think kristen shortly followed...then bobbie did. in the middle of class, the guy stopped his lesson because bobbie was talking too much, so i had to move because he thought i was talking to her -_-. so i moved to the other side of kristen, not wanting to go too far. we go to lunch and what seemed like about five minutes later, i was back in that class. kristen and i passed a note back and forth, though i can't remember what was on it other than "what do you have next hour?" i have no idea how or why, but we both had...hassig again(?) his class is a one year class, so we gave each other a stupid look, and the bell rang.
we were walking out of class when kristen hit her leg on something really hard, and she couldn't walk right (yeah, had me wonderin too...). she started trying to walk further, but it didn't happen, so i went over and helped. i took her bookbag (which was brown for some reason? i've always seen her with a form of blue), we both put an arm around each other's backs and i helped her walk down the hallway. she had her locker from eighth grade (again...?) so that made it easier to do. the bell for class rang shortly after, and we figured that hassig would just have to count us late, there was nothing we could have done about it. so, with free run of the stairs, we slowly but surely got down, without breaking kristen even more. (i dont like it when my sisters are broken, they're no fun, lol.) we went out to the rlus to his class to get there and find no one in the room. i had seen hassig on the third floor, but he said he would be DOWN to his room in a couple minutes. so, we went back inside and to the office to find out where his class was, and they said out in the rlus, where we had just been. there hadn't been any posters, nothing on the chalkboards, nothing. it was deserted when we were out there. we told them that and they called around trying to find out where they went and couldnt find it. so, we finally got to go back to the nurse's office thingy and let kristen lay down. since i didn't have a class to go to (ôo) i stayed there with her cause she was the only one in there. next thing i know, it's the end of the day, i help her to her bus, and i wake up.
something else that i remember, i knowkristen has yellow eyes. (yes, i love her eyes ^^) in that dream, they were a deep brown...
anyone who knows any sort of dream analysis, help me out here! i'm confused!
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