my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
yes, tonight was hassig's party, and i still have to do my poetry journal and grammar guide when i finish this entry. feh, i'll be up all night but who cares, i had fun for one of the few times in a while.
mom and i were on the way there, and we got lost three times! one time, we got all the way to quivera! (dont ask if you dont live around here.) we were looking for the street numbers, then the ku flag outside, and we could find neither. it's hard to find places in johnson county, lol. but, we made it right after kristen got there.
rhonda (hassig's wife) showed me down to the basement, and i joined the party. heh, hassig has something even older than atari...and i was kicking kristen's ass on it, hehe =D. and we finally got that rematch from my birthday party last summer on air hockey, cause she had beaten me horribly. well, it started off, i was doing good. we tied halfway, and she beat the crap outta me. later on, we tried again, a 20 point game instead of ten. I WON! MUA HA HA!
anyway, kristen and i ended up hanging out all night, hehe. we loaded up his juke box with songs, and i got garth brooks songs to piss everyone off. i sang friends in low places just for tiffany to yell at me, and sang the third verse a little louder than the rest *_*. what's sad is hassig can't cook popcorn. that's what i brought. heh, he burnt it badly, and i have no idea how. he took a picture of me playing that video game thing...eh boy, that should be interesting.
it all ended too damn soon. i hadn't even looked at my watch for a long time, when mom was at the front door. kristen and i were sitting on the couch listening to a disco kinda cd that we found of his. lauren was on the other side of kristen. let's see, we sang i will survive, and i sitting-down danced and sang ymca with kristen. lol, only person i'll act REALLY stupid with and not regret it. we were the only three upstairs, so it was alright. kristen's dad came in not too long after my mom, and the parents talked, hassig came upstairs and talked to them about us while we stood not too much farther away talking. then, we had to go to our respective cars and leave. lol, they ended up behind us till we got on the highway.
yes everyone, landa had a blast. at a PARTY with OTHER PEOPLE! THERE'S HOPE FOR ME YET! since i'm still hyper and i need to get to work on my projects, i'd better go. tomorrow's gonna be a drag ass day cause of this, but i dont care, it was worth it all to have that much fun. goodnight ya'll, sweet dreams!
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