my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
if only this group of people could change the world...things would be a hell of a lot better than they are now, you'll understand after reading this.
landa: dude, guys...
may: you will when you're alive again
may: :-D
dan: ::rubs face::
dan: OW
landa: they're paying the cops in a neighboring city $30,000 to get rid of ALL GOTHS there....
landa: does anyone else find this TOTALLY WRONG?!?!
may: whites = human
may: blacks = human
may: asians = human
dan: that's unbelievably wrong
may: bisexuals/homosexuals = human
may: goths = HUMAN
landa: exactly
may: if they get rid of goths, then they should get rid of us as well
landa: they're going on the thing that they're the ones making all the trouble
may: oh.
may: so now they're starting a whole new Nazi revolution!?
may: it's the millenium-aged Hitler.
landa: i'm sorry, many of my friends aer honor roll/mostly A-B students who never do shit
may: --.--
landa: and they're all goth/punk/rocker
landa: actualy MOST of my friends
may: someday this country is going to be fucked up for racism.
landa: it already is hun
may: and they're probably going to start some revolution to kill all goths like they did to the Jews back in 1949. --.--
may: or whatever.
may: 1943.
may: something in the 1940's.
landa: *just started doing WWII in history today, heh..*
landa: it STARTED in 1923 with mussolini
may: and I'll just watch them try to defend themselves
landa: 1824, hitler was put in jail for trying to overthrow the government
landa: *1924
may: =P
landa: hey, i'm actually saying what i learned today
landa: be afraid
may: today my friends were making fun of me because Buddhism uses the Nazi-sign...
dan: lol, I'm learning that too
may: though they used it 5000 years ago
may: --.--;; before the Nazis
landa: hitler looked up to mussolini...he was REALLY the greater threat
landa: and if people had payed attention to the book hitler had written in jail...
dan: Hitler was a fucking political genius
landa: they would have known, step-by-step what he was planning on doing
may: Hitler's a genius.
may: he's clever. he's brilliant.
landa: cause that's what he wrote in jail
may: he's just downright fucked up
landa: "my struggle"
dan: but fucking psycho
may: I would give anything for Hitler's mind
may: just not his psychotic mind
may: o_O
landa: all because everyone blamed germany for WWI when it was REALLY serbia when the assissinated franz ferdinad and sofie
may: they blame Germany because Germany was basically the more "successful" country.
landa: all the secret deals made with all the nations over there is what created WWI, NOT germany
dan: they made germany pay reparations and crap
landa: germany COULDN'T pay
landa: the depression hit them in the 20's
may: my friend is German
may: and I love her a lot.
landa: i'm part german, i think
may: but some of my friends make fun of me and her
landa: ...and i found out that a lot of dad's side was in kkk.......
dan: Just remember People = shit
may: coz I'm her friend, and they said Germans were Nazis.
may: fucking friends...
landa: heh, i told kristen and ashley about what dad told me once...
landa: i asked dad, cause our family is so damn southern, if anyone was in the kkk on his side...
may: and today they said I was a Nazi because Buddhism uses the Nazi-sign...when Buddhism existed nearly 5000 years ago, way before Nazis.
landa: he said:
landa: "do bears piss in the woods?"
landa: heh, kristen = catholic
landa: ashley = black/white/japanesee, catholic
landa: me = supposed to be christian, lmao
may: lol
dan: my dad THINKS i'm catholic
landa: 90% of my friends = catholic
blaze: my family pretty much knows I hate God
blaze: ::jumps in and out::
may: my friends made fun of me, when they're Christian and don't even understand the concept of Buddhism
landa: actually...99% of my friends - catholic
may: ==/==
may: oops
may: --.--
dan: I just don't believe in god
may: I'm not anti-christ, I'm just non-christ!
landa: me = getting to be wiccan as i understand more
may: lol, I love that quote.
landa: *sigh* this little online group that we have is a perfect example of what the world should be like
landa: cept for when we get pissy at each other -_-
may: -_-;
landa: but for real though
landa: think about it a minute
dan: life would be much easier
may: we're all mixes of different cultures and religions, yet we all get along.
landa: all the different things that we all bring in and all that
landa: and we still manage to find things in common, to get along/put up with each other every day
may: it's too bad the rest of the world doesn't want to realize that.
landa: heh, that's cause we're young, we're open to anything
landa: *coming from the oldest person, lmfao*
landa: or at least..
landa: they haven't got to brainwash us totally yet
dan: how old are you?
landa: 15, i'll be 16 in july
dan: oh, may?
landa: 12
landa: heh, we bring different ages into it too
may: ^^
may: I'm the youngest one.
may: but I'm still happy
may: =)
landa: ranges from 12-16 (nick)
may: I feel really special.
landa: hehe
may: even though we all argue.
landa: we can get over it
landa: sometimes takes time...
landa: but it happens
may: the only other friends I know who are online and are the same age as I am or younger are Emily, Diana, Jenny, Otome, and Shinu.
may: except Otome's an immature & self-centered bitch...
may: o_O the others are just anti-social when it comes to online people
may: and chatrooms
may: ^^:
may: ^^;
landa: all my online friends are younger than me with a first impression of being a lot older
let's see, nationality breakdowns:
me = i'm an official mutt
sev = cuban/white
may = asian
blaze = mediterranian (sp?)
that's just the four that i know off the top of my head for the most part. the age range, genders, religions, all that...if only everyone else could be like this, then we wouldn't have half the things that are happening right now happening.
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