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my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.

everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.

my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.

everything was going great today...
written on Sunday, Mar. 17, 2002 at 4:28 p.m.

SasamiKasai has entered the room.
Yearwood319: brb
BlazeblastArasoi: sank whoever invited her
SasamiKasai: o.O;;
virgonature2001: hi ya
BlazeblastArasoi: okay there I fixed my subprofile
SasamiKasai: Well, I just came on to tell you guys that my mom is mean and I won't be back on until later.
Yearwood319: i did no prob
BlazeblastArasoi: oh that was nice of you, Kasai
virgonature2001: awwwwwwwww
Yearwood319: tankies
Yearwood319: ::kills a gnat::
SasamiKasai: ..was that sarcasm..?
Yearwood319: muahaha
virgonature2001: ::eats it::
Yearwood319: not from me it wasn
BlazeblastArasoi: I'm going to go kill myself now
Yearwood319: t
BlazeblastArasoi: yes it was sarcasm
SasamiKasai: ...
BlazeblastArasoi: when, pray tell, IS later?
Yearwood319: blaze, did you want her to just not tell you and not come back and piss you off more?
BlazeblastArasoi: yes
BlazeblastArasoi: yes I did
SasamiKasai: Exactly.
Yearwood319: why the fu--forget it
Yearwood319: i'm not trying anymore
SasamiKasai: You always spaz when I do that!!
Yearwood319: fuck it
SasamiKasai: I was just trying to be nice, Blaze..
BlazeblastArasoi: okay whatever...
BlazeblastArasoi: anyway...
SasamiKasai: ::hugs Landa:: Thanks hun.....
Yearwood319: i try, it don work
BlazeblastArasoi: whatever you do..
Yearwood319: ::hugs sai:: no prob
BlazeblastArasoi: don't answer my question...
BlazeblastArasoi: alright?
BlazeblastArasoi: I mean,
ryukkuterrone x: o.O
BlazeblastArasoi: no matter WHAT,
SasamiKasai: I'll be back in an hour and a half.
BlazeblastArasoi: just don't answer my question.
SasamiKasai: Happy?
BlazeblastArasoi: mmhm.
ryukkuterrone x: I have a problemo.
Yearwood319: i give the fuck up, bye
BlazeblastArasoi: no not really
SasamiKasai: NO!
Yearwood319: what may?
SasamiKasai: Landa!!
BlazeblastArasoi: but I guess I have to deal, ne?
Yearwood319: what?
ryukkuterrone x: my fever's down but my throat is still sore
virgonature2001: whats the prob may ?
Yearwood319: may what's your prob and why not sai?
virgonature2001: awwwwwww
ryukkuterrone x: and if I go to school
ryukkuterrone x: I can't talk
ryukkuterrone x: but if I don't
SasamiKasai: ..Blaze, you're making me feel like whatever's wrong, it's my fault.
ryukkuterrone x: I'll miss class X.x
BlazeblastArasoi: welcome to my world.
Yearwood319: may, trust me you wanna go back
virgonature2001: todays saint particks day ???
Yearwood319: you don wanna get behind or anything
SasamiKasai: And you always spaz when I do that.
SasamiKasai: >lag<
SasamiKasai: GAAAH
SasamiKasai: Why isn't it sending????
SasamiKasai: Stupid Lag
Yearwood319: ::speaks from experience -_-::
SasamiKasai: THERE
ryukkuterrone x: I don't usually get behind o.o
ryukkuterrone x: I was suspended for 3 days, remember?
virgonature2001: Landa todays saint particks day???
Yearwood319: o
ryukkuterrone x: I still caught up o.O
Yearwood319: ::shuts up::
Yearwood319: yes it is
virgonature2001: omg
ryukkuterrone x: *slaps sev*
Yearwood319: ::in green pj bottoms::
BlazeblastArasoi: I guess I might as well go take a shower now
ryukkuterrone x: I love you :-)
SasamiKasai: Blaze, will you be here around 7?
virgonature2001: I love you Blaze
Yearwood319: ::6 landa standard time::
BlazeblastArasoi: if I feel the need to come back
SasamiKasai: ....
Yearwood319: what the hell is going on with you two??
SasamiKasai: Yeah, well. I hope you feel the need.
SasamiKasai: I haven't done a fucking thing, that I'm aware of, Landa.
SasamiKasai: ANd it hurts because I don't know what I did wrong.
Yearwood319: blaze...
Yearwood319: what the fuck
Yearwood319: seriously
ryukkuterrone x: 0.0
ryukkuterrone x: -.0
ryukkuterrone x: oooowwwwwwwww
virgonature2001: .......
Yearwood319: this is the...third(?) day in a row i've had to deal with fighting amongst all of us
SasamiKasai: We haven't done anything Blaze! Other than try to make you feel better.
Yearwood319: what the fuck is the problem
Yearwood319: i mean, i try not to get involved in this shit, i really do
Yearwood319: but i'm tired of it
SasamiKasai: Great, and now I guess her mom is in the room or something...
Yearwood319: yeah
Yearwood319: thing is, it takes a LOT for friends to get me this way...
SasamiKasai: ...
SasamiKasai: ::hugs Landa::
SasamiKasai: I'm sorry.
Yearwood319: so, someone needs to answer me.
Yearwood319: ::hugs sai::
SasamiKasai: You shouldn't have had to get involved in this.
Yearwood319: its alright, i just wanna know what the fuck is going on and if i can help fix the shit
Yearwood319: i wasn't involved, i'm just tired of seeing it from you two
Yearwood319: cause i know ya'll love each other...somewhere...
ryukkuterrone x: o-o
Yearwood319: but youre constantly fighting from what i can see
SasamiKasai: Yeah well, sometimes it feels like it's one-sided.
BlazeblastArasoi has left the room.
Yearwood319: and she gets off
Yearwood319: wonderful
SasamiKasai: THE FUCK
SasamiKasai: god....
Yearwood319: whaddya bet its cause i got involved and actually said what i thought..
SasamiKasai: great, now I'm fucking crying cuz I don't know what the hell I've done..
SasamiKasai: But I do have to go... will ou be back at 6 your time?
SasamiKasai: 7 ours?
SasamiKasai: ish?
Yearwood319: ::hugs sai::
Yearwood319: yes, i should be
SasamiKasai: bye!
Yearwood319: am i ever NOT here?
Yearwood319: bye hun
SasamiKasai has left the room.

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wake up - Sunday, Aug. 21, 2005
it's time we say goodbye... - Saturday, Apr. 30, 2005
wishing on a dream that seems far off... - Wednesday, Apr. 27, 2005
now all i need, desperately, is my star to come... - Sunday, Apr. 24, 2005
i wish, then, for a chance to see... - Saturday, Apr. 23, 2005
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