my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
my little sister is totally broken...and there's nothing much i can do. a while ago, she was working on her friend's diary layout, and she pasted it on to her layout, not her friend's. that diay is one of the big things in her life that hadn't been screwed up or anything..and this happens. she's had a really bad day and everything today too. god there's nothing i can really do except be here for her...i feel so powerless against this. and what she doesn't know right now, is that i have a really bad feeling about something, and we all know how those go. i get a bad feeling, something happens. god i wish i could be there to help her and comfort her better and all that.
i need to write this in here too, it has nothing to do with the above. third hour today, the guys were chasing each other around with a folded folding chair. we were all at the door waiting for break to start, and they came up behind kristen, bobbie and i talking. they started playing around again, and i said "why don't you stop playing with the chair?" and josh started moving to hit me with it. i asked kristen to move over, and i stood in front of him and told him that i hope he hits me with it. i told him to hit me with it. so, he tried, i blocked it with my hand...and my hand alone =D. he tried this a few times, then angelo says "she ain't gonna do nothin. just hit her, for real." i could tell, he was trying to hit me with it...i'm just too strong for him, heh. the teacher let us out for break, and i didn't say a word to either of them, and just walked off with kristen and bobbie. angelo said something else about me as he walked down the hallway. he carries his baseball stuff with him all the time, so i told kristen that if he says one more hting about me, that thing is getting shoved up his ass, cause i'm tired of playin with him. i swear, if i get kicked out, either him or rocky will be the reason.
we started the poetry unit in english today! something that i'm actually good at! ok, that was random...
i'm gonna go now so i can try and help lisa when she gets back from eating dinner. lord i wish i could do more...bye ya'll.
layout and all content İcoyotesabre 2005. images manipulated in paint shop pro 8, obtained through yahoo search.