my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
heh, no school today. i'm actually sittin here with mtv2 on the big screen for the first time in forever listening to rock. yes, i am listening to rock. told ya i like it now, hehe.
earlier today, april showed up, and mom and dad were gone doing groceries and stuff. well, she was acting like a total dumbass, and i asked her what the hell was goin on. of course she was high while she was driving around with her son in the car. why wouldn't she be? first i was thinking why the hell is she telling me this, she could have lied or not said anything at all. she knows how i am with things like that now, i don't wanna be around it anymore. then i'm thinkin i want some. there's definately something wrong with me here. ya'll know me better than to do that.guess everything's getting to me now and all that. fyi, i didn't get any, and i kicked her bootie out after she said that. it's just weird that i was thinking that...
dammit the rock time's over. there goes my little bit of happiness, lol. no seriously, i'm just sittin here reading harry potter. i'm on book four now, found it in the library yesterday. go me! 30 seconds in the library and i found it. heh. ok anyway, i really need something better to do on my day off other than read and do my poem page on here.
alright, well, i'm gonna go now and hope that mom and dad bring home a web cam when they get back. hehe! i doubt it's happening today, but there's always hope! later guys, bye!
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