my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
ok, read the entry before this one before reading this. if that made any sense, lol. ok, well, i wrote a poem, and, yeah. i honestly think it sucks, but you may think otherwise. no stanzas this time cause it looks too weird when i do that. not like it's gonna look good if i don't. you can figure out where the new lines start on your own, i rhymed and stuff.
unseen
i feel like i'm
just a memory.
i see her,
she can't see me
like i'm someone
who she loves,
a spirit who guides her
from above.
someone who
can stop her crying.
which keeps a part
of me from dying.
i want to see
this sister i love
even if just
for one hug.
but that won't be
not for a while.
the tears we cry
could fill the nile.
seeing each other,
me being there,
could make a lot of things
easier to bear.
but for now,
i can't be seen.
and that ending
is but a dream.
layout and all content İcoyotesabre 2005. images manipulated in paint shop pro 8, obtained through yahoo search.