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my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.

everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.

my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.

updates
written on Monday, Dec. 31, 2001 at 10:02 a.m.

this is gonna be an update entry untill kendall's surgery is thru. so far, she's doing alright. i was told htat she's had some trouble breathing, and stopped at one point, but she was brought back. sounds like she's one of the lucky ones so far. gotta get off for my eye doc appointment. i'll be back as soon as i can, and i was told it should be over by then. more later, bye.

12:43 pm same day, and good news

well, i came home to this update, and just got done talking to tina. here's what she told me:

: Jersey, this is Tina. Kendall is doing really good. They finished her surgery but she is still having problems breathing. She is going to be ok. They have her on a breathing machine so we don't have to worry about that. I won't be on much today. I can't have none of the lines busy. Love, Tina

right after i got back on, she came back and we talked for a while. evidently, she's up and talking and everything. and has cussed out a nurse...there's the kendall we all know and love, lol. tina is on her way to pick her up and bring her back home! yay! strange thing is, tina actually called me landa before she left. neither one of them call me anything but jersey. kinda dropped my jaw on that one.

well, i'm gonna cut this one off. i'll write about my day in general later on. bye everyone!

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wake up - Sunday, Aug. 21, 2005
it's time we say goodbye... - Saturday, Apr. 30, 2005
wishing on a dream that seems far off... - Wednesday, Apr. 27, 2005
now all i need, desperately, is my star to come... - Sunday, Apr. 24, 2005
i wish, then, for a chance to see... - Saturday, Apr. 23, 2005
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