my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
i hope you all like the changes that have been made around here in the last few days. i'm still looking for more lyrics for that space down at the bottom, so there will be a lil more. and please use the comment box!
it just hit me a lil while ago that it's new year's eve already. it doesn't feel like it's been that long since ashley and i missed last new year's. ended up staying up till 2 to see the east coast's new years, lol. it was fun though.
here's my list of new years resolutions, and i'm gonna elaborate on them as i go:
#1 i'm gonna be myself. i'm a LOT more different than a lot of you people see from day to day, and very few know me the way i REALLY am. most of the people at school, see acting. i'm going to change that, cause i don't think i'm that great of an actress either way, heh heh. no, i'm just tired of hiding the way i am from everyone. and i don't rightly care what you say about me doing this either.
#2 i plan on staying on this little weight decrease that i have started. i found out the day before christmas eve that i've lost at least ten pounds in the last few months. guess drinking a LOT of water helps that out some, cause i haven't drank much more than that or code red for a while now.
#3 i plan on getting to long island for a while sometime before this time next year. there's been to much that has happened with mine and lisa's friendship to not see each other in the next year. we've done a lot for each other, and, yeah, we just wanna finally meet each other and do stuff together and all that.
#4 to actually give hugs to my sisters. yes, that means you ashley, kristen, and lisa. two of you i can just attack in the hallways. one of you...well...you know the situation. i will by the end of the year for sure. told ya i'm a lot different than what you think.
#5 tell people that i care about them from time to time. i've learned thru recent events that tomorrow is an option. it may or may not come, so you need to say what you feel and/or mean more often than most people normally do. so, i love you guys!
well, that's all i can come up with right now. if i come up with more, i'll add to this. i guess i'll see you all next year! heh heh, i'm so funny.
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