my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
thinking a lot here lately as you all well know by now. i'm really hoping that kendall is in that 20%, i really am. but i'm really scared that i'm going to lose her. it takes a lot for me to let someone in as close as i've let her, and i just started doing that. it's just...fear. that's about all i can think of to describe it right now. sadness, yes, but not so much as the fear. i'm afraid to lose a friend. i'm afraid for what her daughter will think in the future. i'm afraid for her mom and what she's going to go thru, i can't even imagine that. and i'm afraid of what may or may not happen on monday. that's about all i can come up with to say right now, just thought i might add more to the really short one from last night. more later, bye.
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