my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
today got hella better. lisa and i talked, like, right after i made that entry..yes, i hurt her. but, we both got over it. later on, found out ashers came home. we talked for a little while, and i had her go read this cause of al she missed since friday. i thought she was gonna be mad or something. then, from that one that says to go to lisa's, she read that...she didn't know i was that bad...from what i could tell, she felt bad for not being here. i said it was ok, and she said no it wasn't. wasn't sure what to say or think there. i thought she was mad at me or something. well, i was all depressed talkin to lisa while i was on hold with ashley. stuff like that brings us together more. she helped me feel a lot better, then ashey came back. she wasn't mad or anything, it just helped me and lisa get back to normal. we talked for most of the friggin day after that. (good friggin, not bad.) not really gonna get into it, cause #1, i have 3 min left and #2, i get a feeling that she's gonna post the convo tomorrow anyway. (see, i know you now, don't i, hehe) i gotta go, more tomorrow. ta ta!
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