my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
i actually had fun today. write this down somewhere. right now, i'm talking to meg about how the number 3 stalks me. it seems like whenever a 3 pops up, there's something bad. it's getting weird now. in monsters inc. i noticed the locker they stuff some things in is locker 193. WHY would i notice something like that, might you ask? well, turns out that day is the day me and ashley ahd that fight with gregg. right after we got home from the movie. things are getting weirder with 3. but, imma get over it.
so, here i am, sliding around my house in the toe socks that kristen sees a necessity. i fell on the linoleum kitchen floor once already. think tom cruise in risky business with more clothes on. i can SOOO do that with these socks. thanks sis, in case you read this, haha. and i was looking around the house, desperately i might add, when i put them on and ran thru the kitchen and fell. i have a math project due tomorrow that required it. i guess they ARE kinda cool, once i get past feeling like something is crawling between my toes. i actually like them. yay! this morning, she was handing me a wrapped present whenever i got done opening one. it was weird, i thought it was never going to end! it was kewl though. she gave me some pretty kewl stuff, and got a hug for it. payback cause she got me when she got her stuff tuesday, heh heh.
shopping today. heh boy. basically, me, bobbie, kristen, and rachel stuck together the whole time. i bought ashlely another part to her present, and got some blue hair mascera, hehehe! which, of course, i didn't get out of the mall without actually trying out. you guys know me better than that by now. the line at maggie moo's was long enough to keep us there an extra 15 minutes. those people gave us an attitude! but, i ordered this berry chocolate smoothie. i get it, and it tastes like friggin banana, and i couldn't even taste the chocolate, even though i could see it. bastards. made me sick.
i got home, not expecting to be able to tlak to lisa, cause she said she wouldn't be home today. well, she was there for a while. she had to run outside today, 40 degrees. she's sick now, and i could tell it in her voice. plus the fact that she's been feeling lonely a lot and that she hurt her arm yesterday. i feel so sorry for her a lot of the time, and it hurts that i can't be there to help her out in person.
well, i'm going ot go now caus ehse just got on and i'm overtime as it is. g'nite folks!
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