my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
here's the poem i promised i'd put on here. i gotta go, like, now, so till this evening, later daze folks!
little sis, don't start to cry,
it makes a part of me just die.
everything wil be alright,
all and all, you'll win the fight.
don't let what they say get you down,
letting them see you with a frown.
keep your head up, look ahead,
no matter what might have been said.
you will always have my love,
to help you through each push and shove.
if, one day, i can't be there,
please know that i will always care.
but we know that one day i'll be gone,
but the spirit always lives on.
then i'd forever be with you,
to help with what you will go through.
until then, i'll always be here,
when you need me, lending an ear.
we'll see each other someday soon,
even if it's the last i do.
-yolanda a. daniels 12-12-01
layout and all content İcoyotesabre 2005. images manipulated in paint shop pro 8, obtained through yahoo search.