my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
yes, the design has changed again. i like this one, it's staying like this for a while. plus, it took me two hours to figure out the damn html codes on my own, so, yeah, this is what i'm gonna look like for a loooong time now.
we got new seats in first hour today. i am now in the middle of gossip city! HELP! these people are constantly talkin about someone, and i'm the only total non-prep at the table. this is rediculous. the girl he has me sitting by is in my third hour. she's always late, and tries to copy off all my stuff. PLUS, i didn't wear my leather jacket today (actual winter coat, be afraid) and she asked "where's OUR leather jacket today?" she asked me as if it was hers! what the hell! i've come to the conclusion that mr. prier is out to piss me off.
third hour, we had a sub and pack of busy work. kris and bobbie knew what they were doing, while i was totally lost. me and brittan didn't get done, needless to say. we all just talked for a while in there, cause it was getting too confusing trying out find everything that none of us knew. (if that makes sence to you, then you talk to me entirely too much.)
fifth hour: FIESTA! we had a party and stuff, and watched sister act in spanish. they left all of the songs in english, so it was kinda funny. we were all singin it and everything, i still have a song stuck in my head! and i was so hyper, it's not even funny. we went to lunch, even though we were eating and everything the whole hour anyway. it was just for socalization basically, cept for those who are bottomless pits. after lunch, ashley made us watch the last part of sister act 4 times, where they sing for the pope and everything. EVERYONE had it stuck in their head by the time the bell rang. it was fun though.
seventh hour, we practiced for tomorrow. for those who don't know, we're singing at an induction ceremony at the court house. buncha immigrants becoming citizens and stuff. they expect all of us to fit in the jury box. i have one word (repeated) to say to that: HA HA! and roberson actually acknowledged the sacrifices we're making to go do this and all that. it was strange, the woman was almost gracious...almost.
*starts singing "rescue me"* sorry, that's stuck in my head....STILL! yes, i am hyper if you can't tell.
bus ride was interesting enough. talkin about wesley and everything. savanah's back, so it's louder and all that. it had gotten nice and quiet when she left for a while, and now we're back up to everyone yelling at everyone else to shut up and all that again. thinking about it, it's kinda boring without her there though, so, yeah. it would be nice if everyone came to a happy little medium on volume though. and if everyone would friggin get along for gosh sakes!
(it has been pointed out to me that an athiest saying "god" all the time is not a good thing, so i must prevent myself from saying it any longer. seeing gosh darn it or something like that is my way of avoiding using it.)
i get home, and leslie calls me up about her math homework. no sooner does she call, but lisa gets home. she's nervous about her solo tonight (clarinet, don't kill meif i spelled it wrong or have the wrong one!) and found out yesterday that she has a solo in the concert. i have faith in her on this, i've heard her play, i know she'll do alright. but, i was talking to her about that, and leslie came down for help with her math. found out i couldn't really help her, percentages and stuff. things that i never picked up on. well, joe (my cousin) called many-a-time asking for help on his too. thank goodness he's in pre-algebra, cause i know that one! he's called *looks on caller id to be sure* 6 times for help so far, and he has another worksheet to go. ugh, cousins! on top of all this, i still have MY math homework to do. this could get interesting. it may have to wait till nine, cause i sure as hell can't get it done right now. too much on my already over-full mind right now to do it.
well, i'm gonna go in case he happens to call again. it's too much to try and help him while writing in here...waaaay to much. nite ya'll!
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