my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
one of the lines to one of my favorite songs. jessica andrew's "i will be there for you", the way i felt tonight.
i know i already wrote tonight, but i feel i must do this before i forget. i'm on with the excuse of checking for an email from lisa. i got a lot of extra time tonight to try to make her feel better. her concert evidently did't go so well. someone started playing during her solo, but was supposedly smacked so they quit (hehe). and there was evidently one song that sounded bad. she was talking about how she should have stuck with chorus and everything. i told her that she would have been great in there. then her dad said that she wasn't chorus material...GRR! (i am landa, hear me roar!) but, she wasn't feeling too good when it was time for me to get off, so i got an extra half hour for her. and i got her to feel better. and i wrote a poem last night, which i can't put on here till tomorrow. she got it, printed it off, and showed it to her friends and everything. after it was done and everything, i figured i had kinda written it about her. she needed something like that. i'm really glad that i could help her out like that, at least i'm making an impact on SOMEONE, cause no oneelse has truely been listening ot me other than ashley and kristen. (no offence you guys, don't take that the wrong way) anyway, it's going on 10:30, so i'd better go before mom and dad get suspicious as to why this is taking forever. i'll post that poem in the morning, and write when i get home tomorrow night (sometime between 4:30 and 5 due to a choir outing, you'll have time to read the poem) goodnite ya'll, bie.
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