my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
okay, didn't get to write last night, there's a good reason for that. i was hiding what the "big difference" is that i wanted to see you guys' reaction at school about. yes, i now have blonde streaks. and it's permanent. wanted red, but imma have to live with this for a little while, heh heh. the dye seeped in pretty damn well last night too, so if i say i had a blonde moment, believe me dammmit!
nothing much else happened yesterday, seriously. a boring day in my life, weird. shoot, thinking about it makes me want to fall asleep, which i am gonna go get ready to do (i.e. on the bus en route to school. i mean, i'm on the damn thing for an hour!) so, till probably tomorrow...later daze folks!
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