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my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.

everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.

my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.

those poor birds
written on Wednesday, Dec. 05, 2001 at 6:18 p.m.

it's a friggin teacher conspiracy. there's so many projects due in the next two weeks, it's not even funny. this weekend, i have 2 and a third i need to start on. think i have to print up a term paper too. this sucks.

lunch today was interesting. shawn decided to demonstrate how anti-touchie i am.so, i let him poke me and stuff. he put his hand on my back, and i'm like, okay, what's he doing. then it starts to go south...i jumped up and he quit. me, megan and halley were talking about the poor birds in this weather. we watched them fly in circles, literally. they broke away, some went north, some went south. it was a sad sight. i mean, it was in the 20's to teens a week or two ago. today it got up to 70! on december 5th! well, halley had to go back, and meg went over with the hackers. i stayed that the table with a few others. matt came outside, and started his usual ring around the hackers. he came over and sat down after singing copa cabana and stripping a little bit. not a fun thing to see, he's hairy. anyway, he was doing his whole little cuddly thing with jessica when he sat down by her. she didn't like it, so i traded her places. he did that with me, which i am okay with. then he pulls about the same thing shawn pulled. i turned around, he said he'd quit, and i turned back. we were all sitting there talking, and he starts the cuddly thing again. then he decides to start feelin on my leg. everyone asked why i was makin funny faces, and i pointed at the table cause you can see thru the little holes. kate bust out laughing, i turned around so he would stop, and sarah was rollin. it was interesting. why is it that NOW i get attention from these guys?!

i kinda gotta go right now so i can see about doing some laundry. later daze!

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