my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
here's the poem i promised for today. can't guarantee how long it will be here after school, but at least it's here, daggumit!
eyes
my eyes
they amaze me
different colors
different feelings
hazel means
i'm happy
talking to
a friend
green is
extra energy
hyperactive
happiness
green and blue
someone's hurt
sympothy
and caring
hint of fire
little sister's
been picked on
again
brown is rare
very rare
calm, cool
collected
blue's not good
i've been hurt
feeling sad
and all alone
now you'll know
what'g going on
if i say
nothing's wrong
you will know
the truth
for my eyes
never lie.
-yolanda daniels 12-03-01
layout and all content İcoyotesabre 2005. images manipulated in paint shop pro 8, obtained through yahoo search.